sienna bricks withering with the sorrowful wind. Decaying corridors and alleys perishing in distress. One afternoon blazing on broken light bulbs burning three-piece sofas. Charcoal imprints staining dusty carpets. it is said that we will be okay. It is said that the children are crying. Incandescent sailing silver-linings - flowing gardens of smoky dreams. The archipelago praises and pours droplets into tin cups and plastic buckets. Sienna bricks grow out of rainy seeds. It is said that idleness is being present.
Poems
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When you are early it is natural to hesitate.
I remember, looking, again, at the sky,
and finding only its death. The dead are a guide.
Because, the people, when I ask them, they stay silent.
They are silent by their own choosing, their fists boiling
with air. That is what they tell me, but I hesitate to listen.
Deep inside, not within me, not within you, but inside,
I think there is something. It is difficult to glimpse,
like a flower in a vase. It often pauses, watching
the surface’s empty fabric. But that fabric still holds
something. When I ask the people, they wonder what
I am boiling with. There is no road here, only a few
stragglers too proud to wander. They have agreed
that if the stone does not move, they will become the stone.
These are the curtains behind which stands nothing.
These are the lights burning my nothing. I am uselessly jittering
like sparkling water. Jumping from: to: nothing,
again, deep inside the people’s throats. Falling
from the ground due to rushing and twisting steps.
The same ones twisting into the sky’s death,
coloring the sky black, mute, not nothing,
but the presence of serenity. There is,
within its valley: peace, chaos, shadows.
But am I am still anxious, still self-stirred
with boiling. Still unaware, perhaps willingly,
of sprouting excessive wonder. Unaware
of the spilled ink spoiling my fabric.
The people, they shall not speak. Expecting them
to speak is death. One of them said: Please, what
are you looking for here? I do not have it. Said
there is a stone worth watching. After living a life,
you may write a ten-line poem, and then live. You,
What are you doing? Listen to me when I listen to me.
I am a guide. Do I not fathom
that the dead cannot speak? Do you –
do you not fathom what you have to do?
See – from: to: here: to wander, profusely
sitting, cutting my legs shall they run.
I want to walk and glance lamp posts. To listen
to the breaking of a biscuit within a cup of tea,
watching it, behind the glass, slowly descend
to the bottom, and stay there. To circle previous circles,
forgetting and remembering, observing the slow
melodies guiding, with soft hands, the eternal
search of finding forever. To look at the changing sky,
until it becomes a home, reading its warm pages,
cleaning its carpets, until there is more to see,
more to glimpse at the tearing seams.
Give me a chair. Let me sit.
stubborn old men
Auntie asked Uncle if he could
buy roasted onions from the supermarket.
Uncle got up from his stained sofa
and started furiously roasting onions.
Do you want cancer? Uncle said.
Because that’s how you get cancer.
–
Auntie asked Uncle if he could
put together the new grill
from Ikea.
Other Aunties and Uncles came
for grilled burgers and kebab.
Aunties said we could just
order burgers and kebab from
a good restaurant instead.
It was 10:00 PM when
Uncles put together the new grill.
–
Baba bought two new bikes –
a big bright red one for himself –
the other day. He called my
brothers and I outside to
watch him ride his new bike.
He said that he will buy helmets
the next time he goes to the store.
–
My birthday was three days ago
and my family wished me happy birthday
very loudly. I asked them for
cake.
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chilly footsteps echo outdoors
the despondent night rushing with each stride
guided by The Omnipotent into the fading room
the ethereal guest eagerly awaits
/
goosebumps coat pale skin
guts twisted into tight knots
air barely passing through the lumpy throat
uttering greetings to the visitor with no face
as the clocks sing their midnight tunes
forty days since the leaf was dropped
/
be it as it may!
prayers shall be wheezed
wishes shall be pleaded
approaching the epilogue’s sorrowful conclusion
vase
dandelions espy from the vase
not a gasp uttered, not a brow raised
when the tea cup broke against the wall
glass shards scarring soft innocent skin
dripping crimson staining hollow corridors
nostalgic memories replaced by ambulance sirens
grappling loudly with angry cries and screechy tires
/
bidding farewell to days gone past
slumping in the silent darkness
dandelions dwindle in the vase
perusing splattered Persian carpets
/
a glimmer of light announces its presence
no hope found within its hard clutches
entering the abandoned corners of dwelling shadows
their claimed abodes lined with shards of glass
/
drooping wilted dandelions wither
imparting dreadful glances of frailty
soon to be struck by the resenting palms of rage
soaking crimson alongside a broken vase
crackling fireplace
the crackling fireplace welcomes its visitors
sharing stories of their melancholy evenings
craving nourishment for the starving soul
afflicted by a damning curse of hunger
solely borne within a heart of solitude
locked with a long-forgotten key
lost in the painful memories of yesteryear
/
residing in the collective sorrow
the solidarity fostered through rainy evenings
finds harmony in the exposed suffering
revealed by the nurture of the crackling fireplace
as they remember the sunlight of days long-gone
jazzy blues
decorated cubicles remain quiet
under the blinking fluorescent lights
an impersonator of the metropolitan
confined to walls of beige
the 925 train shall arrive tomorrow
its damped countenances longing for a crash
their strained eyes hiding the exits
magnifying the strangers’ reflections
drinking the hidden elixirs of happiness
/
in the blood splattered station, amid wallowing cries
the 925 calls its final passenger
playing the melodies of the jazzy blues
due for dimly-lit contemplation
each seated in their rightful position
inspiring the little voices to wake up tomorrow
to fulfill their grand promises towards those
tucked warm under the fuzzy blanket
lost in translation
SLOWLY DIMMING
allow me to share my confessions
take a chair and await my permission
to closely listen to this concoction
composed with no contradictions
these words deserve your attention
for suspension is the art of immersion
and in this ring I lead the conversation
my bloody fists obliterate any opposition
the leader of the free world seeking domination
rushing to the stage to plot the revolution
I am the master of Rhyme, the only solution
to the troubling state of mental pollution
my brethren, cleanse your eyes and begin your mission
neglect the downfalls of the past and chase after your vision
rewriting your story through this literary improvisation
spoken immaculately in coordination
with rising ambitions quickly rushing
donning me with the velvet gown of diction
the audacious prognosis has led to fruition
under the spotlight, I am fixed in position
to speak my mind for eternity with newfound motivation
for here I am, swimming deep in elation
the king of the jungle, approach at your own discretion
HAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAA
in one breath my story’s conviction
reaches its final destination
this masterpiece is lyrically determined
undoubtedly the emperor of rhyming
this message better not be lost in translation
STATICCCC CC
shall we play?
sixty four blocks patterned
alternating across the chalky board
wooden pieces governed by the rulebook
oozing their authority and prestige
their locked doors are due for an opening
to all who are gifted with wit
/
so shall we play? again
again
you’ve got your time in the sun
but for how long, my dear?
I can hear the rain swallowing the keys
of your almighty pride and great sorrow
for the blind can see
it’s high time the king willfully surrenders
certainly and inevitably
strong convictions undoubtedly
carry the power to move a thousand suns
through the silent calamities of the universe
to where their light shines brightest
/
our fickle imagination is a greater source
of suffering than our realities
the fear of the unknown paralyzes us
much greater than the unknown itself
doubt is not a welcome guest
simply cluttering the foggy mind
/
to pass through the echoing chambers
of cynical disbelievers
wear the royal steel of conviction
and march forward to the battlefield
for certainly and inevitably
all things shall fall where they rightfully belong